Tuesday, August 12, 2014

Here it is!!!!!

My first blog ever......reason for not writing ......sheer laziness...

I have been wanting to blog for a while (since 2008) and somehow never got myself to write....I am one of those who cannot write to save my life !!! and most of the time my sister came to my rescue and now my husband  who save people from my written communication!!!!!.....Well so y now??I dont know, just decided to explore my writing side !!! so what am i going to write about....?

Motherhood!!!

Awwww...no no I am not going to glorify motherhood....naw....but simply how motherhood bashes your emotions and stable peace of mind!!!This whole thing started from Feb 14 2006..the day I was DECLARED pregnant, and my whole outlook towards life changed .Changed???how ?let me tell you..

Every time I went for a check up I would get soo emotional looking a new born( until then even a 6 month old would look like a new born to me..)

Everytime I hear an ambulance I would say a small prayer,many times it would end up being a convoy...but still...

Every time my dad took a flight or my parents took a road trip ,my peace would return only once they returned.

When my cousins left to pursue their ambitions across the globe, I would get even more emotional b'cos my worry would be what will they eat, who will protect them? what if they fell sick!!!!

And of course I would have weird fears for my siblings and a series of what ifs..???!!!


Wonder what is in store for me and my family as I go through this Journey, am more concerned about the Husband who is in the 1st line of firing :)
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   A perfect example of my Laziness?? Me!!! yes I have come back to complete my blog after 5 years!!!!

 Hoping to start blogging but 1st publishing my 1st incomplete blog!!!